Somehow, I slept and woke up thinking about you.. What are you doing now? Have you settled everything down, taking a tour round the campus or maybe having a rest before the whole trip starts. But then, after a few minutes of waking up. I felt nothing.. Like it's just another day. Not like what I've imagined the feeling to be- sad.
When I entered Facebook and see our convo, saw your new DP, the feeling came on again. My heart said I miss you and sank. Don't know what you did to me or what I'm thinking to make me feel like this, you make me do all the crazy things I wanted to do.
And I can't imagine I told PAPA about this. HAHHAHAS. But then, yeah. It was meant to be a secret like. Me. You. and my friends?
Then I went to work, I didn't have you in my mind.. Another working day with my funny friends. Until I went 'YES!' when my colleague asked if we're excited for school. He said is it because that I could see my eyecandy. Your funny personality came hitting on me and the reality that you are not in this country now. :/
I feel like, I want to know about you. About your life. But who am I to really know all these. I'm just a crazy junior who just randomly talked to you about stupid nonsensical stuff and you're just replying in kindness and respect. How was this conversation suppose to rub a spark off? I suddenly feel that, we're heading toward a senior, junior, brother sister kind of friendship. No.
Never really felt this way in my entire life. I feel like going all out for you. This is so one-sided.
So many dramatic things happened. The cleaner got a fight, my in-charge is dying, the world is fucked up, I feel so lost and confused and you're not around. Wish I could talk to you like friends would. More of like, you know my friends, I know your friends, when we talk, we would know who is who, what is what, and know the entire story.
Wish we had a story of our own.
This is so obvious that I'm writing to you. But how do I start?
The best thing is that. You, your face, your name, makes me smile. Hahas, how is this. I'm apparently playing songs to my thoughts. Mmm. This is too much to be told.
Is there a possibility?
Can't believe you made me forget about my biases. and you idiot. you were online! Hahahas! And I had a little cut that you didn't reply me or something.. Nothing important enough to talk to me anyways.. I told you to come back to tell. Heh.
I stared at your handsome face and perfect hair before your departure. The feeling, stays. Hahas. Say, I can't live without looking at your face. You're my obsession. You're my crisis. You're my lovesick craze.
This post is getting too long. and seriously, why am I writing this shit. Hahas.
Take care of yourself, gummy bear. :)
SCHOOL STARTS. I'm so excited and scared. What can I do.. Let me prepare now.
-this post was suppose to be in 15th April and I really miss you-
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