Somehow, yesterday night, you didn't reply me.. I feel kinda sad and lonely, but then I thought, I've got nothing to talk to you. Still, I wished I'd seen a reply. :/
-feels a little rejected-
Keep telling myself, that you're busy and I should seriously wait until you come back then dig out all the interesting stories about there. Hopefully it comes true. I dreamt that you panicked because you didn't reply me. It felt so real and I felt so relaxed. But now.. I think I really annoyed you. :(
TODAY. I WOKE UP LATE. Like seriously. 7.45AM then fully awake. -blames phone-
I PRESSED SNOOZE AND IT DIDN'T WAKE ME UP AGAIN. Happened many times before but then, this time is SHITTY. So I went to math class, LATE. -.- So fast kena demerit point. Shit my life..
And so, I begged my BRATHAAAA to morning call me EVERY MONDAY 7AM.
I hate to be that late.
Lunched with PRABA~, Emily, JANNAH~, MAMA and Giogio. ^^
It was so fun! Had LOTS LOTS LOTS of stories being told. Then PAPA suddenly appeared but couldn't join us. HAHAHAHS. Something happened, and PAPA ended up sitting at our table, avoiding sum 1. HAHAHHAS. So cute.
MAMA suddenly said, DA DUDE never reply meeeeee.
Was thinking whether is it me, or he didn't reply MAMA too. If that's the case, then he's really busy. I'm such a selfish freak. :/ Really want to tell MAMA how I really feel 'cause she gives such awesome advice. :) I LOVE MY MAMA. <3 PAPA too!
I did start to lose a little feeling from you. I can sense a distance but I think I'm over feeling things and you might not be annoyed or something. But I can't help but feel that you really are.. It's me being too paranoid. I hate it. Maybe, I'm not for you or, just too much to handle and stuff.
But I really wish what I imagine would come true.. I wanna hold your hands, lay in your arms, feel the warmth, watch how you sleep and stare deep into your eyes.
All wild imagination, hopeless dreaming, stupid wishings.
The heart will tell. :)
See you, gummy bear in 4 weeks and 5 days.
CHIONG MATH!!!!!!!
/edited at 12mn
I've got the urge to do the CLS camper cheer, OMJZ. D:
I'm a C~LS camper, I'm a C~LS camper, I'm a C~LS camper, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!
I'm a C~LS camper, I'm a C~LS camper, I'm a C~LS camper, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP.
I make good friends beside me, I make good friends beside me, I make good friends beside me, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!
I make good friends beside me, I make good friends beside me, I make good friends beside me, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!
I make forever friendship, I make forever friendship, I make forever friendship, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!
I make forever friendship, I make forever friendship, I make forever friendship, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!
I'm a C~LS camper, I make good friends beside me, I make forever friendship, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!
I'm a C~LS camper, I make good friends beside me, I make forever friendship, in my camp, WHERE, IN MY CAMP!