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Monday, June 25, 2012

3th Year.

3 years, it has been. The feeling is still fresh like yesterday. I remembered every moment after I heard the news, I remembered every detail on how you helped me out in my life when I had no one to turn to. You gave me friends from all over the world I've never thought of meeting. You taught me so many things about life.. and changed the way I think. ♥ I love you, Michael. Keep dancing on.. We'll moonwalk together. :)

I wrote that on facebook. Basically summarising all the feelings and gratitude for Daddy. It's still a wound healing..

Not long ago, I've also written a post about MJfam, on how different it was. But I know, deep down, we are all the same. Especially those fans that I've known for 3 years now. Time just flies so fast.

How 2010 went by..

Was pouring out my emotions on @Us4MJ, suprisingly, so many MJfam retweeted them. I really missed those times where me and Dawn would just do this the entire day without returning back to our personal account. MJfam was just too hyper and fun to be with! Really really makes you forget the blues of the day.

When I was really sad, angry, disappointed in myself, MJfam would always cheer me up with Daddy's songs. They were also another part of my motivation to study. I don't want to let them down, never..

Knew that it's quite bad to flood my personal account. It will seem like some despo emo person looking for some stupid sympathy. -.- For quite some time, I keep having complains. That's why I also had @ForMJTweets, and I can't believe that from that account, I actually inspired more people to open a separate account for their MJ thoughts. I love Daddy! ^^

This time, it feels different, because that idiot is now in injustice jail time, 4 YEARS AIN'T DO ANY GOOD. It feels like we've reached a benchmark. I felt like I could let him go from my heart, where he can moonwalk freely but no, soon there were boycotting, court cases and lies from the media. The worst, those young immature fans of other artistes who didn't learn a single speck or respect starts to banish him. HAD TO GET BACK ON MY PROTECTION. -sigh- We are only his defense and voice left.

The Soldiers of Love.

Dear Daddy,

Thanks for being there and giving me such lovely friends that I can't bear not to survive in this world. Thanks for showing the world's cruelty and stupidity. It's a shame to be a human, ain't it? :)
I know you're in paradise. I'll take your hand, and we'll step on together, as a family.

Loveyoumore,
ELF.

This is how 2012's June 25th went.
Lighting candles later..

Won't want to explain how the academic went.
-saw bear! which was the only happy thing happened today-

Just one realistic update,
My outfit for today, since peeps say wear pink. ^^
Love the owl necklace.

Goodbye. :)